Time for Round 2!!!!

Well as most of you know our first IUI did not work!! The hardest part was having to tell some of our loved ones and some close friends that we have that it was not successful!!! I must admit it was probably one of the toughest days of my life!!! We are not going to be as open about our baby journey until we are for sure there is a bun in the oven!! So for now I will just leave it at.......we will continue to try a few more times and then we will move on to some other options.......Faithful Adoption Consultants is a very amazing organization that helps you with the whole adoption process and that is definitely something we are considerin! Thank you all for the kind words and prayers......they are definitely appreciated!!!

Our Special Day!!

Today is a Special Day!!!! We have many dr visits, meds, and shots coming up but hopefully it all goes well and it works the first time!!! We have had a rough year in the "baby department" but now we know that we are ready and willing to do whatever it takes for us to have our special little gift!!! I can honestly say I am soooo hopeful this time around!!! Wish us luck and keep us in your prayers!!!!!

Another month of waiting.........

Well another month is going to go by without a little baby inside!! Maybe God knows how bad I want to have a baby in the summer so he is making us wait until September....who knows!!! I am trying to keep a positive attitude about the whole situation but that is not working so well at this point!

We have been to the doctor a couple of times over the past few months and I started taking different kinds of medicines, but it made me feel really weird and more stressed out then I was before. I guess I was just scared of the HIGH possibility of multiplies and that really freaked me out. We have kind of put the whole infertility doctor on hold this month so I can just relax and we can just try on our own for a couple of months. If this does not work by September then it's back to the doctor we go!

With all the babies that are being born all around me.....who knew it would be THIS DIFFICULT for us! Well if I can tell you anything.....it is that I am TOTALLY more educated about the conceiving process, the medicines and procedures for infertility, all the over the counter ovulation kits and prescriptions, and just my own body in general!! I must say this is not the way I wanted to learn about all of these things or if I even wanted to learn about some of them, but guess that's why I have to LET GO and LET GOD!!!!

This month is over.....so we are going to be HOPEFUL for next month!! ............until then..... :)

Our Time is Coming

School is finally out for summer and I am already feeling more relaxed and less stressed. I am planning on doing a lot of school stuff this summer to help with our new curriculum that we got last year but........our main goal this summer is to begin our own family! I must say I had NO idea that it was soooo difficult to get pregnant but we are finding out just how hard it can be!

I know I am a huge planner and its not that I "stress" about it but we long for a sweet little baby of our own and that is all that is on my mind. Its easy for others to say don't stress about it, it will happen in God's time, just pray about it, maybe its not the right time.....and so on but I must admit hearing those things makes it ten times harder! I know that God knows when we are ready and we do pray about it but the feeling that you feel inside every single month when it doesn't happen is beyond words. I wouldn't say that I am stressed out about it, but I do wonder every month why....wHY....WHY!!!!

We are keeping a positive outlook and hoping that by the end of the summer Macie and Max will be waiting for their new little friend to protect all the time!! Thank God for summer time and hot weather!! Those are two things that make me sooo happy!! Well its off to get a summer tan started so......til next time....................

It's almost our one year anniversary!! But today is my love's birthday!! He makes me the happiest girl in the world every single day and I am sooo glad that he came into my life!! I love you booger!!

Well, well, well....

Merce and I have almost been married ONE YEAR!!!! It feels like just yesterday when we met and hit it right off!! I remember every single moment that we had together and it has been the most amazing 7 years of my life!! I cannot imagine my life without him!!

All of my best friends are getting married and beginning their families!! We are trying to do the same!! We have been trying for quite some time and I don't want to go into any details.....but please pray that we will be blessed with our own little one very soon!! We have longed to have a baby of our own and we know that we are ready for that next step in our lives!! Now that school is coming to an end, I am hoping to be a little "less stressed" and more focused on our new journey that we are looking towards!! Keep us in your prayers!!

Catch Up Time....

Well......I am just figuring out all the neat things you can do with this whole blog thing so I figured I would catch ya'll up with our lives now as a married couple!

We got married on June 12, 2010 and it was the most amazing time of my life! I must admit it was quite stressful (especially since my cell phone decided to "die" on wedding day morning) and overwhelming but I wouldn't have changed it for the world! I am so thankful that all of my very best friends and family were there to share the most important day of our life with Merce and I. Hopefully I get to see the video of the wedding very soon! I can't wait to watch it especially to see how sincere Merce was during our vows! If you were there you know what I mean!! He is the most incredible person I know and I am so thankful to call him my husband now! We got married and moved into our house all in the same week and boy were we exhausted! We know it's a crazy life, but it's our life and we are loving every single minute of it!

WOW!! Who would have thought that almost all of my close friends and myself would be getting married and having babies! Mattie, Taren, Jess, Mic, Court, me, almost Kay.......I know Erin will be next, then Rachel, Abby, Kels, Laura, and the list goes on! I am so happy that all of my friends have found wonderful men and I know they will make them so happy!

Kay........almost time!!!! I know you are going to be a beautiful bride!! Well....there is a little of what I am feeling at the moment....so til next time................love